July 10
My little friend Liam loves it when people hold him. Especially
his daddy. He runs over to his dad, puts his hands in the air, and says “daddy
uppease!” Whether it is the kids that are all taller than Liam that run
over to touch his blonde hair, or some chickens coming towards him, or if Liam
has fallen and gotten hurt he knows that if he runs to his daddy he will be
lifted up out of danger into strong safe arms.
I think we all feel like Liam at times. I know I do especially
right now. I have hit a point where I cannot sleep at night, I am always tired,
I have a constant headache, woke up today with a cough and low grade fever,
and I am simply culturally exhausted. I have spent the last month alone here
and have been away from home for so long. I can tell it is wearing on me. All I
want to do is hold out my arms to my heavenly father and say, “daddy up
please.” Please lift me out of my uncomfortable circumstances. Please hold me
in your safe arms until it is all over. Please let me rest my head on your shoulder.
Please make it all better.
This is not the first time in my life I have felt this way and I
know it will not be the last. The problem that I have is forgetting that I have
the option of having my Father pick me up. I try to stand my ground and fight
the battle on my own. I should learn by now that is a fatal mistake.
In our lives it is so important to run to God first in times of
trial. He has all of the strength needed to lift us out of our situation. All
we need to do is ask. Just throw up our arms in surrender and say “daddy
uppease.” It’s so simple that a two-yr-old can master it but difficult for
adults to practice because it requires being humble and admitting we are at the
end of ourselves and can not go any further on our own.
But in all honesty that is the best place to be. It is at the
end of ourselves and our strength where we see the glory of God shine. When we
are empty He fills us up and His power, strength, and love are what people see
in us and what sustain us. At our end He begins.
John 3:30 “He must become greater; I must become less.”
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